(This post is not serious, but rather a tribute to all my "conspiracy theory" addicted friends.)
December 20, 2015. (aka my Holiday Party)
(btw I asked them about the 2012 End-Of-Time meme and they communicated something like “yeah, yeah, meme-schmeme, still experiencing time?”).
You may wonder if I’m kidding? Always and never. Am I in contact with angels? Absolutely. (So are you). In many ways they are more real to me than so-called people. I experience them energetically and as clear communications or downloads of patterned information. All my work for 30 years has come from the marriage of these waves from the beyond that are:
1) felt in the body as energy and
2) known in the “mind” as realizations. True infinite waves from source are both, because (1) without (2) is chaotic and uncentered (the Goddess without the God) and (2) without (1) is dry mind without life force (God without Goddess: impossible!).
What does this have to do with angels? Angels are fractal expressions of our creator, like us, and thus in a sense, angels are our creators, part of the “middle-management” between “The One” infinite field of pure awareness (with so many names) and us, here, now, apparently physical beings on earth. There is a physics explanation for this, that I won’t go into here; (let’s just say angels are the superimplicate edge between the implicate (“God”), and the explicate [us and co.] ).
Angels are waves (like us). Not “just” waves: they are real beings. Although they occasionally present themselves as children, like those Baroque chubby baby cherubs you see in roccoco decor, it’s worth noting that almost every time an angel appears in the Bible, Old and New parts, he/she says: “Fear not!” Why would a chubby, non-threatening cherub need to say that? In fact, angels are beings of great power. They are real. I‘ve had many experiences with them (and other beneficent high-level non-physical beings) that are realer than you; in fact I have recently been communing with one that is rocking my world. I’ll write more about this soon.
Although they do carry messages, not all messages are verbal — or rather, not only verbal. Unless you get the angelic vibratory frequency transmission, what use are words? We are swimming in words! There is a cacophony of teachers, teachings, website, coaches, books... Everyone is a wise guy! Yet within this din, where is the radiant thread that we can grab to be lifted onto the wave that leads us home? We have to follow our deepest heart to find real guidance.
And talking of guidance, I didn’t plan to write this stuff about angels. It kind of happened. Angels are not former people and people are not future angels: we are different species. Angels have never left their Oneness with Source. They don’t have free will. We are on a different journey: we entered this plane as a kind of experiment, or as a game: "Let’s see how well we can hold on to our experience of Oneness in the presence of hormones, and a dualistic mind. Let’s see how we will make out in the ultimate video game or special effect"... which is not, by the way, the “physical world,” or “living in the material plane,” because these are seamless extensions of source, not separate at all.
What has become separate is our consciousness. We were in the garden and, so-to-speak, ate that apple of the knowledge of good and evil, aka dualistic consciousness, and the race was on, to see how far we could get lost, and then find ourselves. And then it wasn’t so conscious, and we find ourselves flailing around in a nightmare. Or perhaps it isn’t a nightmare for you, but if there are children being sold as sex slaves anywhere on your planet, don’t put your hopes in the world created by human ego! You may be doing OK right now, but the wheel turns. The idea that God, or angelic intervention, are going to come into this mess and make it better is so wrong it’s not even wrong (to quote physicist Richard Feynman). God doesn’t fix the dream, She breaks the dream. It’s called awakening, and it’s meant to include everything — the physical, the emotional, the mental, the outer world, the inner world. It’s not just about some dissociated samadhi state. It’s about my whole self, body and all, waking up.
I find that angels are not just “up there” but very much “down here.” They are the architects of nature as well as reaching in a ladder, so to speak, all the way into the zero point field or ground of being or God realm.
To explain my own direct understanding of angels (and not yet-another mythology or miracle story about someone in Brazil, or something) I have to explain a bit about waves. I experience angels as coherent waves or “wave packets” in my body and breath AND MIND, (which is why my work has always been “something-wave“ — started as “motherwave” in 1995, then soulwave, now iWAVE or The Infinite Wave; see the rest of this website). Talking and teaching about waves, which I’ve been doing for more than 20 years, to thousands of students, isn’t some cute branding: from where I sit, wave literacy –– the inner ability to sense and ride Life from the inside — is the essential, missing link for embodied conscious (i.e. true) awakening.
The trouble is, it takes a bit of training to find these infinite waves in which we unwittingly swim. The noise, the stress, the hardness of our nervous systems, the anxiety of our thought loops, make us feel as though we live in a grid of fear in which everything is a threat. Yet we actually live in an infinite, abundant ocean of energy and information that is flooded with love and that can provide all our needs, IF WE ARE AWARE OF AND SOMEWHAT IN TUNE WITH IT. Being in a physical body doesn’t separate us from this oceanic source even a little bit.
We need some skillful training, or REtraining, or re-EN-training to access this fluid reality that is so close, yet so far from our perception. We don’t even know what “wave” means? Hint: the entire universe is made of waves. Even if you go to the source of the universe, and merge into nothingness, or everythingness, you will do so when you melt from particle to wave, and despite the fantasy of ultimate stillness (ha ha ha — what a death urge that one is!), you will still pop back out again, and when you do, it will be as a wave!
Angels are the benevolent forces that are able to organize the apparent chaos of an infinite ocean into a friendly, individually tailored current that takes you into greater and greater Love. They are not something you visualize!!! They are visualizing you, more like, and when you experience their presence, it is unmistakeable. I recently had a client who, just 10 minutes into her first session, was visited by a giant archangel. “Katie, did you know that there is a giant archangel wrapped around your apartment?” she said. She then went into more than an hour of ecstasy — mind, body, heart, soul. I have to say I kept thinking “I want what she’s having.” Even months later she says he (it was a he) is still with her.
One problem is that when you think of waves, you may think that a wave is a little piece of ocean — in fact, I’ve heard this massive error from many spiritual teachers: “you are a wave that has to realize you are really part of the ocean.” Nope! Actually, scientifically and spiritually, waves in an earth-ocean are ripples of energy and information that move through the ocean, expressing complex dynamic relationships between the sun and the moon and earth, within our solar system, within our home galaxy, within… (you get the point). So… the ocean is within the waves, not waves within the ocean. This is why a seagull floating on the sea goes up and down when the wave moves through (and is not deposited on the beach). Waves are not bits of water moving around. Angels are not bits of ectoplasm moving around in some finer dimension. Except when they are. They exist across dimensions, as dynamic forces in ascending frequencies, and we have (mostly) forgotten how to access them.
Angels come forth as packets of energy and information and move through the universe creating and uncreating form. Again, not just waves of energy — duh! — it’s energy AND information. Not just information aka thought, or even thoughtlessness, either: if you don’t feel them in your body, that’s not It. Most directly in nature we can see, hear and feel the “elementals,” and they are angelic; the creative patterners and life-force within wind and air and animals (like our body) and plant life. At larger spatial scales are angelic entities that are fractal shapers of the unmanifest into the stars, galaxies and universe of the time-space continuum. Then the waves continue at more subtle levels, higher frequencies only accessible through love, symbolically called “archangels” etc. Since they are super-intelligent they are perfectly OK with being pictured and named in simplistic ways by beings in 3D, and can be seen, felt and accessed by very simple souls with open hearts.
More to come. Sign up for newsletter and I’ll send you more as I blog. I’m off to Santa Fe for a few days with a friend as a kind of sacred pilgrimage.